Growing Lotuses in the Blossoming Garden of My New Life

Written by, Emma S.

In my old life of addiction and escapism, I was deluded to think that running away would solve any problems; on reflection it kept me stuck in the same place as life moved forward without me. With the support of MA literature and fellowship, within myself I have found new ways to cope with existing problems, and due to my emotions being available I have been confronted with some truths; yet the power I used to give away is available to me to solve those problems and stay surfing on the sea of life. I am grateful to those who went before me and those who are alongside me in recovery, so that I am building my life day by day, instead of letting each day pass by.

“I am actively growing lotuses to admire, instead of being transfixed by the desire to sit still and eat them.”

Published in A New Leaf – November 2026

  • Heard in a Meeting

    “Change comes from desperation or inspiration.” Published in A New Leaf – October 2026

    Heard in a Meeting
  • Before You

    Written by, Elizabeth D. God, I lay my life before you, Grant me inner faith. Me, the denier, The exempt Serenity unknown. To You, I turn— Accept what you lay before me. The will of self-imposed pain… Things that will be relieved. I will learn a new freedom, Cannot fathom the light I will see.…

    Before You
  • Let Go and Let God

    Painted by, Tonya C. Caption: This is a painting I did on a pallet to remind me to let go and let God every day! Published in A New Leaf – October 2026

    Let Go and Let God
  • Life with Hope – MA Anthem

    Written and Performed by, Netta T. Listen to the song: ANLP12.org/Life-with-Hope-song I’m sick of suffering Kicked to death by a thousand bunnies Feels like my life is trash And every day’s the same Wake and bake And play another game Of hide and seek with my stash I need some help to clean this mess…

    Life with Hope – MA Anthem
  • Where am I, and why am I here?

    What began as a requirement to get a driver’s license back became a new way of living.

    Where am I, and why am I here?
  • How the Steps Come Alive in Meetings

    How showing up, listening, and sharing in meetings puts all Twelve Steps into practice.

    How the Steps Come Alive in Meetings