“We find that if we give top priority on spiritual growth, it is less likely that self-will and character defects will pull us down.”

– Life with Hope, first edition, page 60

By working the Steps, I come to accept a Higher Power’s will. I lose my fear of the unknown. I am set free. Life is a series of changes, both large and small. Although I may know and accept this fact intellectually, chances are that my initial emotional reaction to change is fear. For some reason, I assume that each and every change is going to hurt, causing me to be miserable. If I look back on the changes that have happened in my life, I will find that most of them have been for the best.

I was probably very frightened at the prospect of life without marijuana, yet it’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me. Perhaps I’ve lost a job that I thought I’d die without but, later on, I found greater challenge and personal fulfillment in a new career.

As I venture forth in my recovery, I’m likely to experience more changes. I will outgrow old situations and become ready for new ones. With all sorts of changes taking place, it’s only natural to grab hold of something familiar, and try to hold on. Solace can be found in a power greater than myself. The more I allow changes to happen at the direction of my Higher Power, the more I will trust that the changes are for the best. Faith will replace fear, and I will know in my heart that all will be well.

Final thought: When I am afraid of a change in my life, I will take comfort from knowing that God’s will for me is good.