September 30th – Cleaning Up The Wreckage of the Past

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“Step Nine allows us to practice all of the spiritual principles encompassed in the first eight steps, with the addition of the principle of justice.”

Life with Hope, first edition, page 43

The Ninth Step is a series of actions I took in order to complete the work or process I began in Step Four, to clean up the wreckage of my past. Empowered with an inventory of my resentments and fears, I could now go further to make amends to those whom I had caused suffering. Sometimes a simple apology was not possible, but it was always possible to make a living amends through right action. Donating time at institutions, sending out literature to the addict who still suffers, taking a service position in MA are some examples of living amends. Turning it over and talking to my sponsor beforehand gave me the courage to face people I needed to speak with.

Final thought: Today, I will remember that I can make amends in many different ways.

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