April 24th – Shifting My Identity

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“Going beyond our own self-interest and becoming concerned with the feelings and well being of others was new behavior.”

Life with Hope, second edition, page 28

My whole life revolved around pot—how to get it, where to get it, how to avoid getting busted, hiding it from my parents. I was a stoner, a pothead, a burnout. My use was my identity. Today, thanks to my recovery, I am so much more than those things. A part of me will always resonate with that identity, as that is what ties me to Marijuana Anonymous.

As I have progressed through this program and worked the Steps, I have been able to explore parts of myself that my smoking had diminished. I am still philosophical and laid-back, but now I am much more caring and present. I am much more connected to myself and those around me. I am good enough without the weed.

Final thought: Today, I value my identity as someone in recovery and embrace all aspects of myself.

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