“Fear is courage that has said its prayers” Published in A New Leaf – February 2026
Created by, Chris P. This is a drawing I made for the new year 2026, wishing for fire & light within. I started drawing only when I was about 9 months into recovery. Inspired by an MA fellow who shared their drawing. I always thought I couldn’t draw or paint and hence never tried. The…
Written by, Paul D. I was not always able to make choices. It is said that no man can serve two masters. I had only one master and its name was addiction. This master forbids me to make decent friends because it wants me isolated and alone so it can kill me quietly in its…
Written by, Julie A. Weed once felt like a soft landing — a cushion for my racing mind, a bridge out of loneliness. But over time, the cushion smothered me. Nights blurred into smoke, mornings into fog. I thought I was escaping, but really I was erasing myself. My wife held me through it, even…
Written by, Anonymous “For our group purpose there is but one ultimate authority, a loving God whose expression may come through in our group conscience. Our leaders are but trusted servants; they do not govern.” -Tradition Two As a recovering marijuana addict, I am constantly reminded of how many “control issues” still lurk around the…
Written by, Connor B. My first boyfriend was the one who introduced me to marijuana. I was 18 and he was significantly older. He took advantage of my naïve puppy love in many ways: pressuring me to give him a car loan, living in my dorm room for months, etc. But it was developing the…
“What strengths of yours is HP wanting you to connect to?” Published in A New Leaf – October 2025
Written by, Anonymous God is not only for those whose lives need him for sake of savior. We created by him are perfectly cut Diamonds cast into the rough of life on earth. This place where God’s light is seen clearly only by the will of the soul. I concede to the thought that our…
Written by, Anonymous God is vast and infinite ocean and we are but droplets in the sea. We are made of the same stuff and take part in the same limitlessness. We move about each other, we droplets, pass around and through one another, mixing, swirling, crashing. God’s will in the great current. It pushes…
Written by, Anonymous All men are not created equal.This truth had slapped me blind,In it’s evil way; By its own design.Enter God’s will and now I see.To see this truth is relief, although unpleasant.Why me? Should I be given this burden…This sickness which knows not compromise.God’s will? His message of chance to my soul?Learn to…
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